Ok. FUCK IT. I'm back on this blogging thing after 3 years! (I guess this means life has gone downhill again..) -
Actually no. I'm all good.. But after re-reading my previous 3 posts I realise now that wasn't all good back then. 2009 was a difficult year, in hindsight. I see that now. But the 15 year old me just got on with it.. Wasn't she brave?
Soooooo.. I'll pretend I'm talking to an audience here, even though I'm fully aware absolutely no one reads my meaningless ramblings and chit-chat. Quite a few things I'd like to talk to "you" about.
Firstly.. I've fallen in love with music all over again. When looking back (yes, this is going to be a looong blog about the past and other boring things) I can see now that I was really quite the messed up individual. One week I was into Rock music... the next, it was RnB.. closely followed by the "Screamo" Hawthorne Heights were associated with back then..
Back then? I feel old and yet really I'm not :P
So yes. I've fallen back in love with music. And this time around I think I'm sticking to the genres I actually enjoy, rather than those which whatever particular social group I was desperate to belong to recommended. At the moment... This lady is the apple of my eye:

NO. I have not gone all "gangster-hiphop-GHETTOLICIOUS", I just like the song-okay?! For those of you who are uneducated.. Watching this will bring you up to speed. I know Nicki's not exactly new on the block... But alot of people I've spoken to seem to disregard her as a genuine female rapper.. WELL. I am shamefacedly in LOVE with Nicki Minaj. I'm a firm believer in her talent and yes.. I know every word to her feature in this song with Kanye West, Jay-Z, Rick Ross & Bon Iver...
Now that I'm jamming, I think I'll discuss my life and other boring stuff later. Shh.. Nicki's on.